ClaSSmATE MeeTiNg

Today, I feel very unhappy. Maybe due to my girl-friend (we are broke in condition – 3 years back to relationship).

She received a called from my friend - classmate in secondary school. He wants to have a classmate meeting at Summer Pearl, Sungai Petani.

At the beginning, I told her I don’t want to go, maybe I felt he din invite me. But, she told me that she will be going. Of course in no relationship status we are, I don’t have any reason to ask her don’t go.

When time were closed, after 30min she sms me, I decided to go there and wanted to gave her a surprise. But, unfortunely, my ‘love enemy’ had gone there too and she was talking in high spirit with him. As a man, of course I can’t show my sad or angry emotion in front of classmate, therefore, I kept silent but my heart was very hurt. She told me, in these 3 years, although we are keeping in friend status, but she will treat me like her boyfriend like before.

But when that man said took her to travel, she agreed with him without looking on me or caring on my emotion. But after 5min, she just realizes I at surrounding on her. She felt shy and keep silent but still had talking with him when he asked her.

I seat there 1 hour and plus, she din talking to me even one words. I really felt unset. I’m asking myself does that she love that guy more or she loved a rich man more or what.

Finally, I pay whole drink and food without told them and after that say good bye with them.

When I reach home, I still was waiting her sms or phone call until midnight. And I know that after I went back to my home, she started active talking with them until late night. As I know, she must going back at 11pm sharp but today her….

I am in low spirit right now. I set up 3 conclusions:

1) She din love me anymore

2) She love money than me

3) I disturb her lifestyle